Live wreckless.
(via imlosingallcontrol)
(1 year ago)
i don’t think it’s my fault that I get ignored by you.
that you don’t answer my text messages.
that you never have the time of day to see me.
i know i did that to you, but revenge isn’t the thing you should be seeking.
What the eff are you talking…
Maybe because I love you Victoria? I noticed you weren’t feeling good and I wanted to make you feel better. Yes I understand that you were going to lash out at me but that was a risk I was willing to take. I would’ve taken the bitching and insults just to make you happy. Just so you can get home in possibly a better mood.
I understand that you couldn’t come because of your mom, but why do I always have to ask you to do stuff? You used to constantly ask me to go out with you and what not. What happened to that? I just feel like I’m starting to annoy you.
Why couldn’t you just tell me that? I’d understand. And I don’t deserve someone better because what I want is you, is that such a big problem?
And no, I’m not trying to make you look bad. Sorry if it looked that way.
Yeah I used to try every weekend to have you come out with me, but you’d deny me, EVERY.SINGLE.TIME. I’m glad you understand how it feels now, not that I do it on purpose.
It is a problem ‘cause I don’t deserve you.. Clearly you deserve better.
It doesn’t even matter because you’re over me anyway :) And I’m happy for you.
But that brings me back to the point of revenge. You shouldnt want to be seeking revenge. We were so close to finally having a relationship, revenge wasn’t going to help it.
That also bring me back to that I want you. Victoria, after all we’ve been through, if I didn’t truely and honestly want you, i’d be gone already. But I’m not . .
I just said I don’t mean to do it on purpose. I really don’t even know anymore. I’m sorry.
(1 year ago)
i don’t think it’s my fault that I get ignored by you.
that you don’t answer my text messages.
that you never have the time of day to see me.
i know i did that to you, but revenge isn’t the thing you should be seeking.
What the eff are you talking…
Maybe because I love you Victoria? I noticed you weren’t feeling good and I wanted to make you feel better. Yes I understand that you were going to lash out at me but that was a risk I was willing to take. I would’ve taken the bitching and insults just to make you happy. Just so you can get home in possibly a better mood.
I understand that you couldn’t come because of your mom, but why do I always have to ask you to do stuff? You used to constantly ask me to go out with you and what not. What happened to that? I just feel like I’m starting to annoy you.
Why couldn’t you just tell me that? I’d understand. And I don’t deserve someone better because what I want is you, is that such a big problem?
And no, I’m not trying to make you look bad. Sorry if it looked that way.
Yeah I used to try every weekend to have you come out with me, but you’d deny me, EVERY.SINGLE.TIME. I’m glad you understand how it feels now, not that I do it on purpose.
It is a problem ‘cause I don’t deserve you.. Clearly you deserve better.
It doesn’t even matter because you’re over me anyway :) And I’m happy for you.
(1 year ago)